I think I fell in love...again

Actually this falling in love business keeps on happening. After I met The Husband I swore I was done, that was it. Then I gave birth to my little mister. I watched my twin sisters son come into  this world 8 days ago, love again. And yesterday I went to a Dr. appointment that I had scheduled for way to early in the morning in the pouring rain with a husband and little puppy boy that really didn't want to be there. I waited 50 minutes in a sterile doctors office only to have a doctor come in for three to four minutes......but I guess that is all it took. I heard my babies heart beat and felt my heart start falling in love yet again. I felt like my whole body was smiling. For the first time this child seemed more then hypothetical, it felt like mine. In less then five weeks we will be finding out what we are having.....$10 bucks it is a boy just because I have the color scheme and bedding picked out for a nursery if it is a girl....and I brought out my baby bracelet making kit....you know just in case ;)