It is late and my little family is a sleep. I should join them because I am so desperately in need of rest and hopelessly in love with sleeping. But instead I am sitting here soaking in the silence alone with my thoughts. Sometimes there is comfort in the silence. My creative soul feels like it is starting to wake up again. I feel closer to my Savior our creator when I am rocking babies or using my hands and mind to create... I so much closer to my essence.
For so long I have been comfortable letting my self confidence, poor time management and host of other reasons conform me and my creative soul into something that it is not. Struggling to simply make it though the day. I am tired of that.
We are all made for so much more.
The realization has just hit me like a ton of bricks that I am capable of becoming everything I was sent here to be. I am a daughter of the most high God who knows and loves me personally. He wants me to be happy. He is in the details of my life.
I have been blessed to find the beauty in this life and by doing so I hope to give permission for others to do the same. I am excited to start living it. To be present. I want my children to look in to my eyes and feel that I am really there with them. Kyler and I were talking, our children truly have been the highlight of our lives.
I don't want to miss it.
This is why I am recording it.
“The true secret of happiness lies in taking a genuine interest in all the details of
daily life and elevating them to an art.”
william morris
I am not sure why it has taken me so long to realize that if I want to make the world a prettier place it has to start with me.....
It is up to me.. it is up to all of us.
good night friends
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