I feel like my fingers can never keep up with my thoughts, but this is me trying! Because there is something terribly therapeutic to me about the sound of fingers pounding on a key board. Kyler and I are both terribly indecisive! It really has to be up there with one of our biggest vices. Lots of big plans where the only thing that happens is they are talked to death. Then we put them to rest for a tiny amount of time until one of us indecisive people resurrect the same poor idea that has already been beaten to death again!
There is so much freedom when a decision is made! I remember the exhilarating (and overwhelming) feeling I had both times I learned that I was expecting. Just knowing there was a baby growing inside of me brought such sweet relief. The decision had been made.
Now we have those two babies and now I am so confused on where we should raise them. This decision has been more overwhelming than picking out their names (a burden I don't regard lightly ;)
Currently we live in a lovely home in a beautiful state that is infused with religion and so many fun family friendly activities. Kyler has a wonderful job and I finally made a friend! The lonliness I have felt for so long is starting to lift.
But
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