I wasn't prepared for this!

Well meaning friends and strangers at the grocery store warned "it will me much harder with two." I prepared myself for sleepless nights and a far messier home. I knew my "more motherly" figure would be difficult to dress. I figured my darling almost two year old  would watch an unnecessary amount of T.V. and that I would have my moments where I felt like I got this only for the very next 

breath to be thinking that

 I have no idea what I am doing.

But what I wasn't prepared for is to feel happier and more at peace than I ever have felt in my entire life. Or for the first time to feel so completely content. Nope I wasn't warned that watching my normally rambunctious little boy trying to protect his little sister from a well meaning neighbor, simply trying to hold her, would make my heart swell and throat tighten.....Yep, I honestly wasn't prepared for this at all...